Becky

the girl has made my life so miserable and yet she still insists she's done nothing wrong. she's posted a new blog saying loads of stuff and i still don't get why she's doing all this. and why did she wait till we'd left school to post it? because she knows it's all lies. she started it all on the internet and she's only ever said one thing to my face ('i know you did it') and then she waited till there was no-one else around. why? so there was no-one there to stick up for me because she knows i hate confrontation. i'm not that type of person so why would i get myself in a situation where that's the way out? she said i have serious issues that i need to sort out. like what? kicking off at my friends because i feel like it? because i'm bored? what have i done? she talks about andy as well, says i'm still in touch with him when i talked to the guy about three times and that was it. she also said i tried to stop roz talking to her. excuse me? i was the one who said i didn't want to break up friendships. she's the one who when she stopped talking to claire made joe choose between them and asked him to do the same again here. joe's told me how awkward she's made things for him to talk to me and be my friend but he's got to stay mates with her cause he's friends with her boyfriend. she also denies again saying stuff about me being the thief. she said people've twisted what she's said when 5 different people have said she said the exact same thing! okay, two of those people were close friends of us both but one was her friend (true, that one's a stirrer) but there were two other people who are friends of neither of us that told me it. and a close friend of mine told me when she said it in july. she then goes on to say she said i was a kleptomaniac (and once again, she spelt it wrong). hang on a minute, but isn't that the same as calling me a thief? she also said she only said it was a coincidence that when i stayed stuff went missing, again refusing to say other people also stayed when i did. i was not the only one in her house when stuff went missing. and she says after she saw me cry she knew it wasn't me but she was still accusing me of it after this kicked off, long after i'd cried over it. she also said i shouldn't dare look at her on results day. why would i? i've done nothing wrong. she said i shouldn't pretend i don't know the truth. well i do know the truth and i've got nothing to be ashamed of! i've been nothing but a good friend to that girl and she's treated me like sh!t. i've done nothing to deserve that sort of treatment. since she did that i've become distanced from all my friends because she hurt me so much and i don't want to be hurt again. i hate that she's done this to me. it sounds horrible but i hope she gets hurt so she knows what she's done to me. knows how much i've been hurt. knows how much she's ruined my life.